The Greatest Gift from God is God Himself

Hi there my Brothers and Sisters in Christ! For most of my life, I viewed God as a wish granter. I approached Him with a list of needs and desires, treating Him as a celestial vending machine that dispensed blessings in response to my prayers. My relationship with God was transactional; I gave Him my reverence, and He granted my requests. I never knew Him deeper than that. I had a reverential fear of Him, compartmentalizing my life to keep my time with God separate from the rest of my existence. Little did I realize how much I was missing out on, and how this superficial relationship was causing me to suffer greatly.

In my ignorance, I kept God at arm’s length, not allowing Him to work in me. I was afraid of what He might ask of me, afraid of the changes He might bring. My life was filled with struggles, heartaches, and a sense of emptiness that I couldn’t quite pinpoint. I was going through the motions, living a segmented life where God was only a part of it, not the whole.

But God, in His infinite kindness and grace, never gave up on me. He patiently waited, gently nudging me to open my heart to Him fully. The greatest gift to humanity is undeniably Christ’s sacrifice on the cross, but lately, I have been realizing that God Himself is an even greater gift than that. This revelation has transformed my understanding and my relationship with Him.

I began to see God not just as a wish granter, but as a loving Father who desires an intimate relationship with His children. He is not just a deity to be feared but a friend to be cherished. God’s love for us is beyond comprehension, and His desire for us to know Him deeply is profound. He loves us so much that He gave His only Son, Jesus Christ, to die for our sins, but even beyond that, He gives us Himself.

One of the most awe-inspiring aspects of God’s love is that even when we continue to live in sin, we can still request His presence, and He honors it. This realization brought me to my knees. How could a perfect, holy God love a sinner like me so deeply that He would continue to draw near to me despite my flaws and failures?

Psalm 139:7-10 speaks to this incredible truth: “Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence? If I go up to the heavens, you are there; if I make my bed in the depths, you are there. If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast.” These verses reminded me that God’s presence is inescapable, and His love is relentless.

As I started to open my heart to God, allowing Him into every corner of my life, I began to experience a transformation. No longer did I feel the need to compartmentalize my life. Instead, I invited God into every aspect of it—my joys, my sorrows, my successes, and my failures. I allowed Him to work in me, to mold and shape me according to His will.

This was not an easy process. It required vulnerability, trust, and a willingness to surrender control. But the more I let go, the more I found myself enveloped in God’s love and grace. I discovered that His plans for me were far greater than anything I could have imagined. Jeremiah 29:11 says, “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” These words became a beacon of hope for me, guiding me through the uncertainties and challenges of life.

In this journey, I learned that the greatest gift from God is not the blessings He bestows, but His very presence in our lives. The sacrifice of Jesus on the cross opened the way for us to have a personal relationship with God, but it is God Himself who is the ultimate gift. His presence brings peace that surpasses all understanding, joy that is unspeakable, and love that is unconditional.

One of the most beautiful aspects of God’s presence is that it is available to everyone, regardless of their past or present circumstances. Romans 5:8 says, “But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” This verse is a powerful reminder that God’s love is not contingent on our righteousness. He loves us despite our sins and invites us into a relationship with Him.

As I continue to grow in my relationship with God, I find myself continually in awe of His love and grace. I cannot stop adoring how much He loves a sinner like me. He meets me where I am, embraces me with open arms, and walks with me every step of the way. His presence is a constant source of strength, comfort, and guidance.

If you, too, have found yourself treating God as a wish granter, I encourage you to seek a deeper relationship with Him. Invite Him into every aspect of your life and allow Him to work in you. You will discover, as I have, that the greatest gift from God is God Himself. His love is transformative, His presence is life-changing, and His grace is boundless.

In the end, it is not the blessings we receive from God that matter most, but the intimate relationship we have with Him. The greatest gift from God is His unwavering presence in our lives, guiding us, loving us, and transforming us into the people He created us to be. May you experience this profound truth and be forever changed by the incredible love of God.

Jealousy towards people who took later salvation later

Hi there my Brothers and Sisters in Christ! In my walk with Christ, I recently experienced a profound transformation in my understanding of what it means to follow Him. For a long time, I harbored feelings of jealousy towards those who came to know Christ later in life. It was as if I saw myself in the role of the obedient son in the parable of the prodigal son (Luke 15:11-32), feeling slighted by the celebration of the returnees. This mindset, however, was rooted in a deeper misunderstanding of my faith.

A Reflection on My Early Christian Life
Growing up, I was surrounded by the love and teachings of Christ from a young age. My family was devout, and my childhood memories are filled with Sunday school lessons, church services, and the constant presence of God’s Word in our home. I memorized Bible verses, participated in church activities, and tried my best to live according to the teachings of Jesus. However, despite these blessings, I often found myself feeling burdened by the expectations and restrictions that seemed to accompany my faith.

This sense of burden only intensified as I grew older. I watched friends and acquaintances who lived without the constraints I felt, seemingly enjoying their freedom. Then, when some of these friends eventually accepted Christ later in life, I couldn’t help but feel a pang of jealousy. They had experienced the best of both worlds, or so I thought—living freely and then receiving the same grace and love from God that I had known all along.

The Parable of the Prodigal Son
My feelings resonated deeply with the story of the prodigal son, particularly with the older son who stayed home and obeyed his father (Luke 15:11-32). Just as the older son felt overlooked and undervalued despite his faithfulness, I felt a similar sentiment. Why did those who wandered away and returned receive such celebration, while my steady, albeit sometimes reluctant, journey seemed less acknowledged?

It wasn’t until I spent more time in prayer and reflection that God began to show me the deeper truth. Through the gentle nudging of the Holy Spirit, He revealed the fallacy in my thinking. The Bible reminds us in Matthew 11:28-30 that Christ’s yoke is easy and His burden light. My perception of a restricted lifestyle was not a reflection of God’s intention for His children, but rather a misunderstanding on my part. I had been focusing on the sacrifices required, rather than the immense love and freedom found in Him.

A Divine Conviction
In the stillness of prayer and through the gentle nudging of the Holy Spirit, God began to reveal the fallacy in my thinking. I realized that my perception of following Christ as a burden was not aligned with His teachings. In Matthew 11:28-30, Jesus invites us, saying, “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” These verses reminded me that the true essence of following Christ is not about burdens but about finding rest and peace in Him.

The Turning Point
One particular experience stands out as a turning point in my journey. It was during a quiet morning of personal devotion. I had been reading the Bible and came across the story of the workers in the vineyard in Matthew 20:1-16. In this parable, Jesus tells of a landowner who hires workers at different times throughout the day but pays them all the same wage. Those who worked the entire day grumbled, feeling it unfair that those who worked less received the same pay.

As I read this story, I felt a conviction in my heart. God was showing me that His grace and love are not measured by the length of time we have known Him but by His boundless generosity. The workers who came late received the same reward because God’s grace is abundant and not limited by human standards of fairness. This realization struck a chord with me, transforming my jealousy into understanding and gratitude.

Revelations in Fellowship
As I started to embrace and enjoy the fellowship with God, my perspective shifted dramatically. I began to understand that following Christ is not a burden but a blessing. Psalm 16:11 tells us, “You make known to me the path of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence, with eternal pleasures at your right hand.” This newfound appreciation for God’s presence illuminated the true hardship faced by those who come to Christ later in life.

A Heart of Compassion
Reflecting on the lives of latecomers to faith, I realized they had spent significant portions of their lives without the fellowship, grace, and love of God. What I once viewed as an unfair celebration for new believers, I now see as a divine mercy—a joyous rescue from a lifetime devoid of God’s peace and love. My jealousy turned into compassion and gratitude. I felt sorrow for the years they lived without the joy I had taken for granted and gratitude for the privilege of knowing God from an early age.

This shift in perspective was further reinforced by my personal experiences. One evening, I attended a baptism service where several adults were being baptized. As I listened to their testimonies, I was deeply moved. Each story was a testament to God’s relentless pursuit and overwhelming grace. These individuals spoke of lives filled with pain, loss, and searching before they found peace in Christ. Their stories made me realize the true hardship they had endured—living without the fellowship of God for so many years.

Scriptural Insights
This transformation is not only personal but also deeply rooted in Scripture. Romans 8:28 assures us that “in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose.” I now see that my early relationship with God was part of His greater plan for my life, working all things for my good. Moreover, Jesus’ parable in Matthew 20:1-16 about the workers in the vineyard further solidified my understanding. Regardless of when they started working, all received the same wage, symbolizing the equal grace given to all believers, regardless of when they come to faith.

Embracing a New Perspective
This journey has taught me to celebrate every soul that comes to Christ, regardless of when they find Him. It has also taught me to be grateful for the years I have known Him and to cherish the fellowship, grace, and love I have experienced from a young age. God’s conviction has opened my eyes to the immense blessing of knowing Him from a young age and has filled my heart with compassion for those who come to faith later in life.

In John 10:10, Jesus says, “I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.” This fullness of life in Christ is something I have been privileged to know for many years, and for that, I am deeply grateful. I now see my journey not as a burden but as a testament to God’s enduring love and faithfulness.

Wrapping up
My journey from jealousy to gratitude has been a humbling and enlightening experience. God’s conviction has opened my eyes to the immense blessing of knowing Him from a young age and has filled my heart with compassion for those who come to faith later in life. I am now grateful for my journey and eager to celebrate every soul that finds its way to Christ, knowing that His grace is boundless and His love unfathomable. In the end, it is not about when we come to Christ, but that we come to Him at all, embracing the fullness of His love and grace. And for that, I am eternally thankful.

I am not Alone

Hi there my Brothers and Sisters in Christ! I like to share a song sung by Kari Jobe, I am not Alone.  

Diving in

There was a time in my life when I felt utterly alone. My faith journey seemed solitary, and I struggled to find meaningful connections with others who shared my beliefs. But God, in His infinite wisdom, revealed to me a profound truth: I was never truly alone. He transformed my isolation into a rich fellowship, not just with people, but with the Holy Trinity. This is the story of how I went from feeling alone to being embraced by the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, and how the Bible guided me through this journey.

The Loneliness of the Journey
Loneliness is a powerful and often painful experience. I remember feeling disconnected, yearning for a sense of belonging and support. It was during this time that I found solace in the Scriptures. Psalm 25:16-17 says, “Turn to me and be gracious to me, for I am lonely and afflicted. Relieve the troubles of my heart and free me from my anguish.” These words resonated deeply with me, reminding me that even in my loneliness, God was aware of my pain and ready to provide comfort.

The Promise of Fellowship with the Trinity
In the midst of my solitude, I clung to the promises of God. One of the verses that gave me hope was John 14:16-17, where Jesus says, “And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever—the Spirit of truth.” This verse reassured me that fellowship was not just a distant dream but a promise from Jesus Himself. I began to pray earnestly for a deeper relationship with God in all His fullness.

Experiencing the Presence of the Father
God answered my prayers in ways I could have never anticipated. He revealed Himself to me as a loving Father. Psalm 103:13 says, “As a father has compassion on his children, so the Lord has compassion on those who fear him.” I began to experience God’s love in a profound way, feeling His care and compassion in every aspect of my life. The Father’s love provided me with a sense of security and belonging that I had longed for.

Walking with Jesus Christ
At the same time, Jesus Christ became more real to me. John 1:14 tells us, “The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the one and only Son, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth.” Jesus, in His grace, walked with me through my struggles, offering His forgiveness, guidance, and unwavering support. His grace was a constant reminder that I was never alone, even in my darkest moments.

Guided by the Holy Spirit
The Holy Spirit also played a crucial role in my journey. John 14:26 says, “But the Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you.” The Holy Spirit became my constant companion, guiding me, teaching me, and empowering me to live a life that honors God. Through the Spirit, I found the strength to overcome my fears and doubts, and the wisdom to navigate life’s challenges.

The Trinity in Unity and Distinction
One of the most profound aspects of my fellowship with God was understanding the unity and distinction within the Trinity. Sometimes, they are One, an inseparable unity that envelops me in divine love and grace. Other times, they are Three, each Person of the Trinity supporting me in unique ways. The Father gives me love, Christ shows me His grace, and the Holy Spirit helps me in my walk. This dynamic relationship has enriched my faith and deepened my understanding of God’s nature.

The Joy of Shared Faith
One of the greatest joys of my fellowship with the Trinity is the shared faith I experience. Psalm 133:1 says, “How good and pleasant it is when God’s people live together in unity!” This unity with the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit brings a deep sense of joy and fulfillment. I worship God with a heart full of gratitude, knowing that I am embraced by the divine community.

The Strength in God’s Presence
Ecclesiastes 4:12 beautifully illustrates the strength found in numbers: “Though one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves. A cord of three strands is not quickly broken.” In my fellowship with the Trinity, I find unparalleled strength and support. The Father’s love grounds me, Jesus’ grace sustains me, and the Holy Spirit’s guidance empowers me. Together, they form a cord of three strands that cannot be easily broken.

The Power of Prayer
Prayer has become the lifeline of my relationship with the Trinity. James 5:16 reminds us, “Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective.” Through prayer, I communicate with the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, experiencing their presence and power in my life. This practice deepens my relationship with God and strengthens my faith.

Overcoming Challenges with the Trinity
My fellowship with the Trinity is not without its challenges. There are times when I struggle to feel connected or when life’s circumstances threaten to pull me away. However, I am reminded of Colossians 3:13, “Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.” By practicing forgiveness and relying on God’s grace, I navigate through these challenges and emerge stronger.

The Role of the Holy Spirit
The Holy Spirit plays a crucial role in my fellowship with the Trinity. Jesus promised in John 14:16-17, “And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever—the Spirit of truth.” The Holy Spirit guides my thoughts, inspires my prayers, and unifies my heart with the Father and the Son. Through the Spirit’s guidance, my fellowship with God thrives.

The Impact on My Life
The impact of my fellowship with the Trinity extends beyond my personal faith journey. I am more equipped to share the love of Christ with others and to live out my faith in tangible ways. Acts 2:42 describes the early church, saying, “They devoted themselves to the apostles’ teaching and to fellowship, to the breaking of bread and to prayer.” Inspired by this model, I strive to live a life that reflects the love, grace, and power of the Trinity.

Wrapping up
My journey from loneliness to fellowship with the Trinity has been a testament to God’s faithfulness and the power of His presence. Through the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, I have experienced the truth of Ecclesiastes 4:12, “A cord of three strands is not quickly broken.” If you are feeling alone in your faith journey, I encourage you to seek a deeper relationship with the Trinity. Pray for God to reveal Himself to you in all His fullness. Remember that you are never alone—God, in the unity and distinction of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, is always with you.

In the end, I was alone, but now I have the fellowship of Three. And this fellowship has transformed my faith, my life, and my relationship with God. May you also experience the profound joy and strength that come from being in fellowship with the Trinity.






Struggling to Sketch

Hi there my Brothers and Sisters in Christ! In my recent blog posts, I’ve shared deeply personal experiences that have shaped my faith and understanding of Jesus. From the vivid dream where I saw Jesus to the profound realizations about His humanity, these encounters have left a lasting impact on my spiritual journey. Today, I want to share another significant experience—my struggle to capture Jesus in a sketch and the revelation that followed.

The Dream That Inspired

A few weeks ago, I had a dream that was both awe-inspiring and transformative. I saw Jesus in a way I had never seen Him before—His presence was overwhelmingly real and filled with a sense of profound love and compassion. This dream was not just a fleeting vision but a deep encounter that left me yearning to hold onto that image of Jesus. I felt compelled to capture His likeness on paper, hoping to keep the vision alive in my heart and mind.

The Struggle to Sketch

Despite my best efforts, sketching Jesus proved to be an incredibly challenging task. Over the course of several days, I made nearly twenty attempts, each time feeling more frustrated and disheartened. The image in my mind was clear when I closed my eyes, but translating that onto paper was an entirely different story. Each sketch felt inadequate, a mere shadow of the profound vision I had seen in my dream.

Seeking Understanding

In my frustration, I turned to God, asking why I was struggling so much to capture Jesus’ likeness. Why did each attempt feel so wrong? Why couldn’t I bring the image to life? As I prayed and reflected, a profound truth began to emerge. It wasn’t just about my lack of artistic skill; there was something deeper at play.

The Revelation

God revealed to me that my struggle was rooted in my attempt to create an idol. In my desire to hold onto the dream, I was trying to make a tangible representation of Jesus—a physical idol that I could see and touch. This realization hit me hard. Throughout the Bible, God warns against creating idols, emphasizing that our faith should be in Him, not in any physical representation. Exodus 20:4-5 clearly states, “You shall not make for yourself an image in the form of anything in heaven above or on the earth beneath or in the waters below. You shall not bow down to them or worship them.”

Faith Beyond Flesh

God’s intention was to deepen my faith and belief in Him through the dream. The vision of Jesus was meant to strengthen my spiritual connection, not to be confined to a sketch. By trying to capture Jesus on paper, I was relying on my flesh, my human abilities, rather than His Spirit. Romans 8:5 reminds us, “Those who live according to the flesh have their minds set on what the flesh desires; but those who live in accordance with the Spirit have their minds set on what the Spirit desires.”

Letting Go of Control

This revelation was both humbling and liberating. I realized that my desire to control and capture the vision was counterproductive to what God intended. He wanted me to trust in Him, to hold onto the faith and love that the dream had inspired, without needing a physical representation. It was a call to let go of my need for control and to surrender fully to His will.

A New Perspective

With this new understanding, I stopped trying to sketch Jesus. Instead, I focused on nurturing the faith that the dream had kindled. I spent more time in prayer, reading the Bible, and seeking His presence in my daily life. The image of Jesus in my mind became a symbol of faith rather than a project to be completed. It reminded me that God’s ways are higher than our ways and His thoughts higher than our thoughts (Isaiah 55:9).

Moving Forward in Faith

This experience has taught me a valuable lesson about faith and obedience. It has reminded me that God desires our hearts, our trust, and our faith in Him above all else. Physical representations can sometimes become stumbling blocks, distracting us from the true essence of our relationship with God. As 2 Corinthians 5:7 says, “For we live by faith, not by sight.”

Wrapping up

My journey of trying to sketch Jesus has been a powerful reminder that faith is not about what we can see or create with our hands, but about trusting in the unseen and believing in His promises. It has reinforced the importance of walking by faith and relying on His Spirit rather than our flesh. I hope that my experience will inspire others to seek a deeper connection with God, free from the constraints of physical representations and rooted in the boundless love and faith that He offers.

May we all continue to grow in our faith, trusting in the God who reveals Himself in ways beyond our understanding and who calls us to believe and have faith in Him, even when we cannot see.

Jesus : Humane Human

Hi there my Brothers and Sisters in Christ! I am writing about The Humanity of Christ. Usually I write and wait two or three days to post it live. This is the first time I wrote it without revising it.

Diving in

During my teenage years, I had many questions about God and Jesus. While my faith journey initially focused on understanding the divinity of Christ, life experiences gradually shifted my curiosity towards His humanity. The struggles, challenges, and pain I faced as a human being made me question how Jesus, as God, could truly understand my plight. However, a profound dream I had on May 22, 2024, dispelled my doubts about the humanity of Christ. This dream revealed to me the purpose and depth of Jesus’ humanity, helping me to see Him as the first person of the Trinity we encounter in our lives. It is this humanity that allows for an intimate connection with God, making Jesus not only relatable but also a perfect example of living a sinless life amidst human suffering.

The Struggle with Understanding Christ’s Humanity

As humans, we often grapple with the concept of divinity mingling with humanity. How could Jesus, being God, also be fully human? This question haunted me for years, especially when facing personal pain and challenges. It seemed impossible that a divine being could truly empathize with the human condition. However, my dream provided clarity that I had been seeking for so long.

In my dream, Jesus appeared as the most humane person I have ever encountered. His eyes radiated grace, but everything else about Him was strikingly human. He exhibited pain, helplessness, and desperation—emotions that are profoundly human. This experience was a turning point for me, affirming the humanity of Christ in a way that intellectual arguments and theological debates never could.

Jesus: The First Person of the Trinity We Experience

Jesus is often the first person of the Trinity that believers encounter in their faith journey. This makes sense because His humanity bridges the gap between us and the divine. As Hebrews 4:15 states, “For we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet he did not sin.” Jesus’ life on earth was marked by the same temptations, struggles, and pains that we experience, yet He remained sinless.

This connection is essential for fostering an intimate relationship with God. Knowing that Jesus experienced the full spectrum of human emotions and suffering reassures us that He understands our plight. His humanity makes Him approachable and relatable, allowing us to confide in Him with our deepest struggles.

The Purpose of Jesus’ Humanity

Jesus’ humanity serves a profound purpose in God’s redemptive plan. By becoming human, He demonstrated that it is possible to live a sinless life despite the challenges we face. Philippians 2:6-8 explains, “Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be used to his own advantage; rather, he made himself nothing by taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to death—even death on a cross!”

Through His life and death, Jesus provided a perfect example for us to follow. He showed us that reliance on God, even in the face of immense suffering, is possible and fruitful. His humanity is a testament to God’s immense love for us—so much so that He was willing to endure human pain and suffering to save us.

Scriptural Affirmation of Christ’s Humanity

The Bible is replete with references to Jesus’ humanity. In John 1:14, we read, “The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the one and only Son, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth.” This verse underscores the incarnation—God becoming flesh and living among us.

Moreover, Jesus’ experiences on earth reflect His humanity. He felt hunger (Matthew 4:2), thirst (John 19:28), fatigue (John 4:6), sorrow (John 11:35), and even agony (Luke 22:44). These instances reveal a Saviour who fully embraced human nature, sharing in our experiences and emotions.

Wrapping up

My journey from questioning the divinity of Christ to understanding His humanity has been transformative. The dream I had on May 22, 2024, played a pivotal role in resolving my doubts and deepening my faith. It revealed Jesus as the most humane human I have ever seen, a being who, despite His divinity, embraced humanity in its entirety. His eyes, filled with grace, reflected His divine nature, but His pain, helplessness, and desperation were profoundly human.

Jesus is the first person of the Trinity we experience because His humanity makes Him relatable and approachable. His life on earth serves as a model for us, demonstrating that living a sinless life is possible even amidst suffering. By understanding and embracing the humanity of Christ, we draw closer to Him, fostering a more intimate relationship with God. Jesus, in His humanity, proved that He can understand our struggles and walk with us through them. As Hebrews 2:17-18 reminds us, “For this reason he had to be made like them, fully human in every way, in order that he might become a merciful and faithful high priest in service to God, and that he might make atonement for the sins of the people. Because he himself suffered when he was tempted, he is able to help those who are being tempted.” Through His humanity, Jesus not only empathizes with our suffering but also guides us towards a life of righteousness and closeness with God.

I SAW JESUS IN MY DREAM!

Background

I am in my late 30s, brought up in a Catholic home where the name of Jesus was not new to me. I came to know the Lord when I was 21. There have been times when I’ve been passionate about my faith and other times when I’ve been lukewarm. Even at my worst, God was with me. I’ve had a few supernatural experiences myself. Many theologians have counseled me, providing strong explanations for God’s existence. Despite this, I often heard a voice asking, “What if all that I know is not real?” This doubt would drag me back to square one. Although I defend God, inside, there was always the fear, “What if I am imagining all this?”

Stage

I had the worst day of my life on May 21, 2024. I was shattered, heartbroken, and contemplating suicide. I’m afraid of suicide because it is considered an unforgivable sin, and I didn’t want to go to Hell. You see, I am 99.99% sure that I believe in God, Heaven, and Hell. I was asking God to let me die in an accident because I didn’t want to continue living. I felt like a total failure. With a heavy heart, I went to sleep, exhausted both physically and emotionally.

Dream

In my dream, I was in Hell. It wasn’t a fiery place with scenes of torture as I had imagined. Instead, it was like a dark cave, poorly lit. The room was filled with 30 or 40 people, all destined to spend eternity there. I saw Jesus there. He was the most humane person I have ever seen. Until then, I had heard that Jesus would come as a light or a warrior with a sword. But here, He was gentle and not intimidating. He was slender with a dark complexion and a sharp, straight nose. His eyes were the definition of grace. Even though He was not intimidating, I couldn’t look into His eyes for more than a fraction of a second. I looked here and there but never managed to maintain eye contact with Him. I approached Him and asked, “Father, why are You here?” Although He is the Son of God, I have always called Jesus “Father.”

He replied, “To rescue us all!” His face showed genuine concern, very serious, very sad, with a desperation to save. I said, “You did it already 2,000 years ago,” referring to His crucifixion and resurrection. He said, “It’s happening now, happened before, and will continue to happen.” He mentioned the present first, then the past, and future. We are used to past, present, and future, so I didn’t understand why He said it in that order.

That’s all. Preachers have painted a very scary picture of Judgment Day and Hell. In fact, I am scared to read the book of Revelation.

Aftermath

There is a 99.99% chance that it was just a dream, but what it did to me was supernatural. More than anything, I have seen my Savior. The image I had of Him is completely gone except for the few details I mentioned. I am contemplating what happened. My 99.99% belief became 100%. I am completely convinced He is real. I had a core unaddressed issue: I needed an image of God to feel connected. I was told it was a sin to seek an image of God because He is too majestic. The portrait of Jesus I had seen in the Catholic church was the image of God I had earlier aligned with—a fair person with long hair and a beard, showing His hand and bleeding heart. But the Jesus I saw in my dream was nothing like that. I was excited to share it with my sister Jebi and her husband JS. When I shared, they were more excited than me. They encouraged me to pursue this. I believe with certainty that God brought them into my life when I needed them the most.

What It Did to Me

I can see Him when I pray with my eyes closed. I might forget everything about His appearance, but the grace in His eyes encourages me to pray and hold on to Him. I was confused about what would happen when I die—whether I would remain dead until Jesus’ second coming or be immediately taken to judgment and sent to Heaven or Hell. I believe I got answers for that. We see time from our perspective, but God’s timeline is beyond our understanding. JS explained Chronos and Kairos, which gave me a perspective I had in mind for a long time. It also made sense why Jesus described the present first. Listening to the song “Jesus Loves Me, This I Know” fills me with joy. The enemy comes to steal, kill, and destroy, but God has filled me with joy that the enemy can never steal.

Revisiting the Dream(23/05/24)

I couldn’t get enough of the experience. I wanted to experience more of it. And I was hoping to see Jesus again yesterday 22/05/24. But he didn’t. There was a sense of emptiness that no one could fill. Infact I had dream so bad that I am ashamed to share. And it was a nightmare, Jesus woke me up before I committed a sin in my dream. I wanted to forget the yesterday. I couldn’t believe that I could have the Sweetest Dream one day and Have a Shameful Dream the next day. I still woke up with a comfort that God stopped me before I committed anything wrong. But this puts me back in square one. I was in my lowest. I played my favourite song. Jesus Loves me this I know. I started singing it to my hearts content. God encouraged me, I failed again so what? Count all your blessings. I was happy. Instead of focusing on bad, let my focus be on the Holy. 

Reorientation of my Focus on Jesus

I revisited my dream. I tried to understand more what it could mean. I felt like a curious kid. Why were we in hell, why me? Obviously I knew the reason. If we were already sent to hell, why Jesus came to rescue us? Does it mean there is still a way for us? And why He stressed so much on present. What it could mean. Does he mean, the present is more critical? I don’t have an answer yet.

Another thing I missed out to mention earlier. When I already know it was Jesus. I asked Him if he is… Before I completed, He said ‘I am’. Though I am convinced that my belief is true. I had a doubt. The Jesus in Bible always answers with a question. That wasn’t the case with me. He answered with simple answers. Why? Could it all be my imagination. I had this doubt and when I was writing this. The Holy Spirit reminded me this John 16:25-27 “I have spoken of these matters in figures of speech, but soon I will stop speaking figuratively and will tell you plainly all about the Father. Then you will ask in my name. I’m not saying I will ask the Father on your behalf, for the Father himself loves you dearly because you love me and believe that I came from God.

Deliverance

“Father God, please guide me as I write this article based on Your Word. Help me to write this to glorify You, and let Your words bring clarity to those who seek You. May Your truth help people discern and embrace correct beliefs. I pray and seek everything in the name of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen.”

Hi there fellow believers in Christ!

Diving in

Deliverance, an integral yet often overlooked aspect of the Christian faith, pertains to the liberation of individuals from the oppressive grip of evil spirits, negative influences, and spiritual bondage. In essence, deliverance seeks to restore God’s divine order and freedom within a person’s life, empowering them to walk unhindered in their faith journey.

Deliverance: A Biblical Perspective

Scripture provides numerous examples of deliverance in action, illustrating its enduring relevance for believers today. In Luke 4:18-19 (NLT), Jesus declares His mission: “The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, for he has anointed me to bring Good News to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim that captives will be released, that the blind will see, that the oppressed will be set free, and that the time of the Lord’s favor has come.” As the ultimate Deliverer, Jesus’s earthly ministry exemplified the power of spiritual freedom, as He cast out demons, healed the afflicted, and restored individuals to wholeness.

The Persistent Need for Deliverance

Contrary to popular belief, deliverance remains as vital today as it was during biblical times. Christians are not immune to spiritual attacks and influences that can negatively impact their lives. Ephesians 6:12 (NLT) warns, “For we are not fighting against flesh-and-blood enemies, but against evil rulers and authorities of the unseen world, against mighty powers in this dark world, and against evil spirits in the heavenly places.” By acknowledging the reality of spiritual warfare, believers can recognize the importance of deliverance in maintaining their spiritual well-being.

Consequences of Neglecting Deliverance

Failing to address the need for deliverance can result in various spiritual, emotional, and physical consequences. Spiritual bondage can impede one’s relationship with God, dampen spiritual discernment, and open doors to further demonic oppression. Emotional turmoil, mental distress, and relational conflicts may also arise due to unaddressed spiritual issues. Moreover, prolonged spiritual bondage can lead to physical ailments and a general sense of spiritual malaise.

The Pathway to Deliverance

Achieving deliverance begins with acknowledging the need for spiritual freedom and turning to God for help. James 4:7 (NLT) urges, “So humble yourselves before God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.” Believers must cultivate humility, submitting their lives to God’s authority while actively resisting evil influences through prayer, fasting, and the application of biblical truth.

Furthermore, seeking support from mature Christians or deliverance ministries can provide guidance and encouragement throughout the process. The church is called to function as a community of believers who support and uplift one another in times of need (Galatians 6:2).

Embracing Life after Deliverance

Deliverance ushers in a newfound sense of spiritual freedom and empowerment that enables believers to live victorious lives in Christ. By severing the chains of spiritual bondage, individuals can experience a deeper intimacy with God, heightened spiritual discernment, and the ability to resist future attacks. In the words of 2 Corinthians 5:17 (NLT), “This means that anyone who belongs to Christ has become a new person. The old life is gone; a new life has begun!”

Wrapping up

Deliverance remains a vital and relevant aspect of the Christian faith that equips believers to overcome spiritual oppression and embrace the abundant life that God intends for them. By acknowledging the reality of spiritual warfare, seeking divine intervention, and relying on the support of fellow believers, individuals can break free from bondage and experience the transformative power of spiritual freedom in their lives.

Making a Difference

“Father God, please guide me as I write this article based on Your Word. Help me to write this to glorify You, and let Your words bring clarity to those who seek You. May Your truth help people discern and embrace correct beliefs. I pray and seek everything in the name of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen.”

Hi there fellow believers in Christ! Story Time

Once upon a time, in a small coastal town in Mexico, there was a teenager named Miguel who loved to spend his evenings walking along the beach. One evening, as he strolled along the shore, he noticed an elderly man bending down and tossing something into the water. Curious, Miguel approached the man to see what he was doing.

The man smiled warmly at Miguel and said, “I’m throwing these starfish back into the ocean. You see, they’ve been washed ashore by the tide, and if I don’t throw them back, they’ll die here on the beach.”

Miguel looked around and saw that the beach was covered with thousands of stranded starfish. He was amazed and asked, “But there are so many starfish here. How can you possibly make a difference?”

The man picked up another starfish, threw it into the ocean, and said, “To this starfish, I made a difference.”

This simple act of kindness had a profound impact on Miguel. He realized that even though he was just one person, he could still make a difference in the world around him. Inspired by the man’s actions, Miguel decided to join him in rescuing the stranded starfish.

As they worked together, picking up starfish and returning them to the ocean, other beachgoers began to take notice. Soon, more and more people joined in the effort, and before long, the beach was filled with people working together to save the starfish.

By the end of the day, they had saved hundreds of starfish, and the beach was alive with the sound of laughter and joy. Miguel had learned an important lesson: even the smallest act of kindness can have a ripple effect, touching the lives of many and making a big impact on the community.

From that day on, Miguel made it his mission to look for opportunities to make a difference, no matter how small. He knew that by working together, even the smallest actions could create a wave of positive change that would benefit everyone in the community.

Diving In

Have you ever stopped to ponder your place in the vast expanse of existence, questioning whether your seemingly insignificant life could truly make a lasting impact? The Bible, brimming with tales of ordinary individuals achieving extraordinary feats, unequivocally affirms that you can indeed become a powerful instrument in God’s divine symphony.

The Humble Heart’s Unmatched Strength

In the annals of history, we discover David, a modest shepherd who rose to become a mighty king, and Mary, a young woman chosen to bear the Messiah, both exemplifying the power of humility and faith. By surrendering their lives to God’s divine plan, these humble individuals were elevated to play pivotal roles in salvation history.

A Paradigm Shift: God’s Unique Perspective

Divine wisdom transcends earthly measures of success and influence, as the eternal perspective extends beyond fleeting fame and power. 1 Corinthians 1:27-28 (NLT) illuminates this profound truth: “God chose what is foolish in the world to shame the wise; God chose what is weak in the world to shame the strong; God chose what is low and despised in the world, even things that are not, to bring to nothing things that are.”

Ripples of Change: Unleashing the Butterfly Effect

Like the starfish rescuer who made a difference one life at a time, our acts of obedience, no matter how small they may seem, possess the potential to unleash a ripple effect with far-reaching consequences. Ephesians 3:20 (NLT) reassures us: “Now to him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us.” When we trust in God’s power, our small acts of obedience can create waves of change.

Faithfulness: The Key to Unlocking Greatness

God does not demand grandiose gestures to usher in transformation; rather, He calls us to remain steadfast in the small, seemingly mundane aspects of life. In Luke 16:10 (NLT), we are reminded, “One who is faithful in a very little is also faithful in much, and one who is dishonest in a very little is also dishonest in much.” By cultivating faithfulness in the everyday, we nurture our potential to impact the world for God’s glory.

Wrapping up: Embrace Your Divine Calling

In moments of uncertainty, when the world’s vastness threatens to overshadow your significance, remember that God delights in using the ordinary to achieve the extraordinary. By trusting in His plan and remaining faithful in the small things, you become a powerful instrument in the divine orchestra, contributing to the symphony of transformation that echoes throughout eternity. Embrace your divine calling and unlock the extraordinary potential that lies within you.

Selah

“Father God, please guide me as I write this article based on Your Word. Help me to write this to glorify You, and let Your words bring clarity to those who seek You. May Your truth help people discern and embrace correct beliefs. I pray and seek everything in the name of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen.”

Hi there fellow believers in Christ! Have you ever been reading the Psalms and come across the word “Selah”? It’s one of those intriguing terms that seems to carry a deeper meaning than its simple appearance suggests. I remember the first time I encountered it while exhorting in church. As I delved into its significance, I was struck by its connection to the idea of exaltation.

Diving in

In Hebrew, “Selah” (סֶלָה) is derived from the root word “salal,” meaning “to lift up” or “to exalt.” This revelation transformed the way I viewed worship and its impact on exalting God’s name.

Reflecting on God’s Majesty

When we see “Selah” in the Psalms, it serves as a prompt for us to pause and reflect on the greatness of God. It’s a moment to lift Him up in our hearts and minds, acknowledging His majesty and sovereignty. In Psalm 57:5, David writes, “Be exalted, O God, above the heavens; let your glory be over all the earth.” This verse, coupled with “Selah,” reminds us to exalt God’s name not just in our words, but in our hearts.

Worship as Exaltation

Worship is more than just singing songs or reciting prayers; it’s an act of exalting God. When we worship, we are lifting up His name, declaring His greatness, and magnifying His glory. Psalm 34:3 says, “Oh, magnify the Lord with me, and let us exalt his name together!” When we gather as a body of believers to worship, we are collectively exalting God’s name, and His presence is manifested among us.

The Impact of Exalted Worship

When we exalt God in our worship, something powerful happens. His name is lifted up, and His glory fills the atmosphere. In Psalm 46:10, we are encouraged to “Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth!” As we exalt God, His presence is made known, and His name is glorified not just in our midst, but throughout the earth.

Selah in our Lives

As we incorporate the concept of “Selah” into our daily lives, we can experience a deeper connection with God. By pausing to reflect on His goodness, mercy, and grace, we exalt Him in our hearts. In Psalm 119:164, the psalmist declares, “Seven times a day I praise you for your righteous rules.” This practice of continual praise and reflection can lead to a life of exalted worship, where God’s name is glorified in all we do.

Wrapping up

“Selah” serves as a reminder to pause and exalt God in our worship and daily lives. As we lift His name on high, His presence is made known, and His glory fills the earth. So, let us embrace the power of “Selah” and exalt God in all we do, for He alone is worthy of our praise.

“Selah” is more than just a musical notation; it’s a call to action—a call to lift up God’s name in exaltation. As we embrace this concept in our worship and daily lives, we can experience a deeper connection with God and a greater awareness of His presence. So, let us pause, reflect, and exalt God in all we do, for He alone is worthy of our praise.

Enjoying God

“Father God, please guide me as I write this article based on Your Word. Help me to write this to glorify You, and let Your words bring clarity to those who seek You. May Your truth help people discern and embrace correct beliefs. I pray and seek everything in the name of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen.”

Hi there fellow believers in Christ! This topic also serves as a reminder to myself.

Diving in

Do you ever feel like being a Christian is dull or boring? Well, let me tell you, it’s anything but! Being a Christian is about discovering the joy and excitement of a life lived in relationship with God. It’s about finding peace, comfort, and purpose in Him.

The Thrill of God’s Presence

Imagine this: you wake up in the morning, and before you even open your eyes, you feel God’s presence surrounding you. In those quiet moments, you know that you are not alone. You are loved, cherished, and guided by the Creator of the universe. This is the joy of knowing God intimately, as a friend and a constant companion. As Psalm 16:11 says, “You make known to me the path of life; in your presence, there is fullness of joy; at your right hand are pleasures forevermore.”

The Adventure of Faith

Being a Christian is like embarking on the greatest adventure of your life. Every day is an opportunity to grow closer to God, to learn more about Him, and to experience His goodness in new and exciting ways. It’s a journey filled with unexpected twists and turns, but through it all, you have the assurance that God is with you, leading you every step of the way. As Proverbs 3:5-6 says, “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths.”

The Beauty of Community

One of the most incredible aspects of the Christian life is the community of believers you become a part of. These are people who love God just as much as you do, and together, you can encourage, support, and uplift one another. It’s a place where you can be yourself, where you are accepted and loved for who you are, flaws and all. In Romans 12:5, it says, “so we, though many, are one body in Christ, and individually members one of another.”

The Joy of Serving Others

As a Christian, you are called to be a light in the world, to show God’s love to others through your words and actions. There is no greater joy than knowing that you have made a positive impact on someone else’s life, that you have been the hands and feet of Jesus to those in need. As Galatians 5:13 says, “For you were called to freedom, brothers. Only do not use your freedom as an opportunity for the flesh, but through love serve one another.”

The Peace of God’s Love

In the midst of a chaotic and uncertain world, there is a peace that comes from knowing that you are loved by God. It’s a peace that surpasses all understanding, a peace that can calm the most troubled heart. When you spend time in prayer and meditation, you can experience this peace in a profound way, and it can sustain you through even the darkest of times. In Philippians 4:7, it says, “And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”

Wrapping up

Being a Christian is not about following a set of rules or traditions; it’s about experiencing the love, joy, and peace that come from knowing God. It’s about living life to the fullest, knowing that you are loved unconditionally by the Creator of the universe. So, if you ever find yourself feeling like being a Christian is boring, remember this: the greatest adventure of your life is just beginning.