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Struggling with Envy

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“Father God, please guide me as I write this article based on Your Word. Help me to write this to glorify You, and let Your words bring clarity to those who seek You. May Your truth help people discern and embrace correct beliefs. I pray and seek everything in the name of our Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ. Amen.”

Hi there my Brothers and Sisters in Christ! Today, I want to share a personal struggle that has quietly but persistently shadowed many of us—envy. It’s a sin that can creep into our hearts unnoticed, causing turmoil and discontentment. Despite knowing its destructive nature, I often found myself grappling with envy, even when reading the Bible. I would empathize with Cain, feeling a strange connection to his story, despite the grave nature of his sin.

The Subtle Nature of Envy

Envy isn’t always loud and obvious. Sometimes it starts as a whisper, a small voice that compares your life to others’. For me, it began with noticing what others had that I didn’t—a better job, a happier family, more recognition. These comparisons slowly grew into a deep-seated resentment, a feeling of being less than others.

The Bible warns us about the dangers of envy. In James 3:16, it says, “For where you have envy and selfish ambition, there you find disorder and every evil practice.” This verse rings true; my life felt disordered and joyless whenever envy took hold.

Empathy for Cain

One story that always struck a chord with me was that of Cain and Abel. In Genesis 4:3-7, Cain’s offering was not looked upon with favor by God, while Abel’s was. Cain’s envy led him to commit the first murder, taking his brother’s life in a fit of rage and jealousy. Despite the severity of his actions, I found myself feeling empathy for Cain. His struggle with feeling less than, his desire for approval and recognition, mirrored my own feelings of inadequacy.

Yet, God’s words to Cain offer hope. “If you do what is right, will you not be accepted? But if you do not do what is right, sin is crouching at your door; it desires to have you, but you must rule over it” (Genesis 4:7). God’s admonition to master sin resonated deeply with me, reminding me that I, too, could overcome envy.

A Path to Healing

My journey toward healing began with acknowledging the problem. I started praying about my envy, asking God to help me see my own worth and blessings. Slowly, I began to shift my focus from what I lacked to what I had. I learned to celebrate others’ successes without feeling threatened.

Philippians 4:11-13 became a cornerstone in my healing process: “I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through Him who gives me strength.”

Practical Steps

Prayer and Reflection: Regular prayer and Bible study helped me understand the root of my envy. Reflecting on scriptures about contentment and God’s provision provided comfort and guidance.

Gratitude Journaling: Keeping a gratitude journal shifted my focus from what I didn’t have to what I did. Listing daily blessings, no matter how small, made me more appreciative of my life.

Celebrating Others: Actively celebrating others’ achievements, whether through a congratulatory message or a kind word, helped diminish feelings of envy and built stronger, more positive relationships.

Service to Others: Serving those less fortunate than myself reminded me of my blessings and helped me cultivate a heart of compassion rather than comparison.

Wrapping up

Envy, though seemingly harmless at times, can lead us down a path of discontentment and sin. My struggle with envy was not a battle I won overnight, but through God’s grace and guidance, I learned to master it. By focusing on gratitude, celebrating others, and serving, I found contentment and peace.

Remember, God does not measure our worth by comparison to others. He sees our unique journey and loves us for who we are. As Galatians 5:26 reminds us, “Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other.” Instead, let’s strive for a life marked by love, joy, and contentment, trusting that God has a unique and beautiful plan for each of us.

May God bless you and guide you on your journey toward overcoming envy and finding true contentment in Him.

Seven Deadly Sins

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“Father God, please guide me as I write this article based on Your Word. Help me to write this to glorify You, and let Your words bring clarity to those who seek You. May Your truth help people discern and embrace correct beliefs. I pray and seek everything in the name of our Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ. Amen.”

Hi there my Brothers and Sisters in Christ! Today, I want to delve into a topic that has been a central theme in Christian teachings for centuries—the Seven Deadly Sins. These sins are considered the root of all other sins and vices. They represent the fundamental moral flaws that lead us away from God. Understanding them is crucial for our spiritual growth and relationship with God.

1. Pride

Pride is often viewed as the most serious of the deadly sins. It is the excessive belief in one’s abilities, which interferes with the individual’s recognition of the grace of God. Proverbs 16:18 warns us, “Pride goes before destruction, a haughty spirit before a fall.” This sin leads to arrogance and a sense of superiority over others, making it difficult to acknowledge our need for God’s grace.

2. Envy

Envy is the desire for others’ traits, status, abilities, or situation. It is a sin that can corrode our soul, leading to bitterness and resentment. James 3:16 tells us, “For where you have envy and selfish ambition, there you find disorder and every evil practice.” Envy prevents us from celebrating others’ successes and blessings, instead leading us to covet what they have.

3. Wrath

Wrath is intense anger and hatred towards another person. It is often accompanied by a desire for vengeance. James 1:19-20 advises, “Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, because human anger does not produce the righteousness that God desires.” Wrath leads to destructive actions and words, harming our relationships and spiritual well-being.

4. Sloth

Sloth is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work. It represents laziness and a failure to fulfil our duties. Proverbs 6:6 encourages us, “Go to the ant, you sluggard; consider its ways and be wise!” Sloth not only affects our personal growth but also our service to God and others, leading to a life of stagnation and unproductivity.

5. Greed

Greed is the excessive desire for material wealth or gain. It is a sin that blinds us to the needs of others and leads to selfishness. 1 Timothy 6:10 states, “For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil.” Greed makes us prioritize wealth over our spiritual health and relationships, leading to a life of dissatisfaction and emptiness.

6. Gluttony

Gluttony is an over-indulgence and over-consumption of food or drink. It represents a lack of self-control and discipline. Philippians 3:19 warns, “Their destiny is destruction, their god is their stomach, and their glory is in their shame. Their mind is set on earthly things.” Gluttony leads to physical and spiritual health issues, diverting our focus from God.

7. Lust

Lust is an intense desire for sexual pleasure. It objectifies others and disregards the sanctity of marriage. Matthew 5:28 tells us, “But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart.” Lust leads to broken relationships and a disconnection from God’s pure love.

The Way Forward: Repentance and Transformation

While these sins are serious, there is hope for all of us. God’s grace is sufficient to overcome any sin. 1 John 1:9 reassures us, “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.” Through genuine repentance and reliance on God, we can break free from the grip of these deadly sins.

Practical Steps to Overcome the Seven Deadly Sins

Prayer and Reflection: Regularly pray and reflect on God’s Word to understand His will and seek His guidance.

Accountability: Share your struggles with trusted friends or mentors who can provide support and encouragement.

Service to Others: Engage in acts of service to shift focus from self to others, cultivating humility and compassion.

Self-Control: Practice self-discipline in daily activities to build resilience against temptations.

Gratitude: Cultivate a heart of gratitude to combat envy and greed, appreciating what you have and recognizing God’s blessings.

Wrapping up

Understanding and addressing the Seven Deadly Sins is crucial for our spiritual journey. These sins may seem overwhelming, but with God’s grace, we can overcome them. Let us strive to live a life that reflects Christ’s love and humility, continually seeking God’s guidance and strength. Remember, God is always with us, ready to forgive and help us grow in His love.

Blessings to you all as you navigate the challenges of life with the assurance that God’s grace is sufficient for all our needs. Let us walk in His light, overcoming sin and growing in His love each day.

Am I Really Called for His Kingdom? Revisiting thoughts

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“Father God, please guide me as I write this article based on Your Word. Help me to write this to glorify You, and let Your words bring clarity to those who seek You. May Your truth help people discern and embrace correct beliefs. I pray and seek everything in the name of our Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ. Amen.”

Hi there my Brothers and Sisters in Christ! Have you ever felt like you’re stuck in a pit of self-doubt, questioning your very existence? Like, am I really called to serve the King of Kings? Do I have what it takes to be part of His Kingdom?

I know I’m not alone in this struggle. Many of us have been there at some point or another – feeling like we’re just winging it, pretending to be something we’re not. It’s as if the enemy whispers sweet nothings in our ears: “You’re not good enough,” “You’re not worthy,” or
“You’re just a fake Christian.” Ouch! Those words can pierce our souls and leave us feeling like we’re just a leaf blowing in the wind, unsure of where to land.

But here’s the thing: God is NOT fooled by our doubts. He knows our hearts better than we do. And yet, He still chooses to use us, despite our flaws and fears. Why? Because He is gracious! He is a good Father who desires to help us overcome these struggles, to guide us into
His Kingdom.

“And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to Him must believe that He exists and that He rewards those who earnestly seek Him.” (Hebrews 11:6)

You see, seeking God isn’t just about feeling good or having a nice experience; it’s about surrendering our lives to His will. It’s about trusting that He has a plan for us, even when we can’t see it. And sometimes, that plan involves feeling uncertain or unsure.

“For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways, declares the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My knowledge is greater than human knowledge.” (Isaiah 55:8-9)

So, what do we do when doubts creep in? We must choose to believe that God is good, that He is a loving Father who desires to help us. We must trust that His plans are perfect, even when they don’t make sense to us.

“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to Him, and He will make your paths straight.” (Proverbs 3:5-6)

Here’s a secret: God is gentle. Yes, you read that right – gentle! He doesn’t shout at us or scold us for our doubts. Instead, He whispers words of encouragement, reminding us of His promises.

“Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.” (Isaiah 41:10)

So, if you’re struggling to believe that you’re called for His Kingdom, here’s what I want you to do:

  1. Admit your doubts: Don’t try to hide them or pretend they don’t exist. Acknowledge them and talk to God about them.
  2. Remind yourself of God’s character: He is a good Father who desires to help us overcome our struggles.
  3. Seek Scripture: Look up verses that remind you of His love, His power, and His goodness.
  4. Pray for guidance: Ask Him to reveal Himself to you in ways that will help you trust Him more.
  5. Trust the process: Don’t try to rush through your doubts; instead, allow God to work on your heart and mind.

“And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.” (Romans 8:28)

Remember, you are not alone in this struggle. Many of us have walked this path before, and yet, God has used it to mold us into the people He desires us to be.

So, take a deep breath and trust that God is calling you for His Kingdom. Yes, there may be struggles along the way, but with Him by your side, you can overcome anything.

“I can do all this through Him who gives me strength.” (Philippians 4:13)

And when doubts creep in, just whisper these words back to God: “I trust You, Lord. Help me believe that I’m called for Your Kingdom.”

God is waiting with open arms, ready to guide you into His Kingdom. Will you take the first step and trust Him?

Importance of Church

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“Father God, please guide me as I write this article based on Your Word. Help me to write this to glorify You, and let Your words bring clarity to those who seek You. May Your truth help people discern and embrace correct beliefs. I pray and seek everything in the name of our Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ. Amen.”

As we struggle with our lives in the intense conditions of contemporary society, for most of us, among the top ten of our priority of life, a church never finds a place anymore.. We might just be disappointed with organized religion or may be even think we can get to God better on our own. But whatever the reason, it would be wise to acknowledge the depth of impact losing the church has on our spiritual life and how we practically live out life on the day to day.

In a world where individualism is often celebrated, it’s easy to forget that faith is not meant to be lived in isolation. The Bible reminds us that “just as a body, though one, has many parts; but all of them belong to the whole body, so also is Christ” (1 Corinthians 12:12). Just as our physical bodies are made up of various organs and limbs working together in harmony, our spiritual lives rely on the interconnectedness of believers.

When we lose church, we’re not just losing a building or a social gathering – we’re losing a vital source of spiritual nourishment. The church is where we come to be encouraged, corrected, and comforted by fellow believers who understand our struggles and triumphs (Hebrews 10:24-25). It’s where we find accountability, support, and a sense of belonging.

But the consequences of neglecting the importance of church go far beyond mere social connections. When we’re not plugged into a community of believers, we’re more likely to feel disconnected from God Himself. The prophet Isaiah reminds us that “God is in the midst of her; she will not be moved” (Isaiah 1:9), but how can we truly experience His presence when we’re not surrounded by others who are seeking Him just as fervently?

The lack of church involvement also has a profound impact on our personal lives. Without the guidance and wisdom of godly leaders, we’re more susceptible to the whims of the world (Matthew 7:15). We may find ourselves drifting away from biblical values and principles, compromising on matters that once seemed clear-cut.

Moreover, when we’re not part of a church family, we’re missing out on opportunities for growth and discipleship. The Bible commands us to “teach these things” to one another (Titus 2:3-4), but how can we effectively teach what we don’t know ourselves? We need each other, dear brothers and sisters – we need the wisdom of older believers, the encouragement of fellow strugglers, and the mentorship of experienced leaders.

But perhaps the most significant consequence of losing church is the erosion of our faith itself. When we’re not regularly worshiping with others, we’re more likely to grow complacent, apathetic, or even skeptical about our faith. The psalmist reminds us that “it is good for me to draw near to God” (Psalm 73:28), but how can we genuinely draw near when we’re disconnected from the body of Christ?

So what’s the solution? It’s not a commandment, nor should it be – but as believers, we recognize that church is not just a nice-to-have, but a necessary aspect of our spiritual lives. We need to prioritize community, fellowship, and discipleship.

It starts with a simple act: showing up. Yes, you read that right – simply showing up to worship services, small groups, or Bible studies can be a game-changer. You don’t have to be perfect; you don’t have to have it all together. Just be willing to listen, learn, and grow alongside others who are on the same journey.

As we recommit ourselves to the importance of church, we’ll find that our walk with God becomes more vibrant, more meaningful, and more authentic. We’ll discover new ways to serve, to give, and to love – not just as individuals, but as part of a larger body.

So let’s make a conscious effort to prioritize church in our lives. Let’s recognize the profound impact it has on our faith, our relationships, and our very souls. As we do, we’ll find that our faith becomes stronger, more resilient, and more effective – not just for ourselves, but for those around us.

As the apostle Paul so eloquently put it, “the body is not made up of one part but many” (1 Corinthians 12:14). Let’s celebrate our diversity, our unity, and our shared humanity as we seek to follow Jesus together – in church, with church, and through church.

If God created everything? Did He created Sin?

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“Father God, please guide me as I write this article based on Your Word. Help me to write this to glorify You, and let Your words bring clarity to those who seek You. May Your truth help people discern and embrace correct beliefs. I pray and seek everything in the name of our Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ. Amen.”

One of the most fundamental questions in Christianity is whether God created sin itself. At first glance, this might seem like a trivial matter – after all, isn’t sin simply the absence of righteousness? But as we delve deeper into Scripture and theology, we find ourselves confronting a profound paradox.

On one hand, the Bible clearly teaches that God created everything – including the universe, humans, and even evil itself. Psalm 139:13-16 declares, “For you formed my inward parts; you knitted me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Your eyes saw my unformed body; all my days were written in your book and ordained for me before a single one of them began.” This notion is echoed throughout Scripture, from Genesis to Revelation.

However, the Bible also unequivocally affirms that sin originated with human beings – specifically Adam and Eve’s rebellion against God’s command in the Garden of Eden (Genesis 3). This raises an intriguing question: Did God create sin? If so, how can we reconcile this with the idea of human free will?

The answer lies in understanding the nature of God’s sovereignty and humanity’s agency. Scripture makes it clear that God created everything – including humans – but He also gave us a unique gift: the capacity for choice (Deuteronomy 30:19). This free will allowed us to make decisions, including choosing to obey or disobey God.

In Genesis 2:16-17, God explicitly granted Adam and Eve permission to eat from any tree in the Garden except one – the Tree of Knowledge. By doing so, He created an environment where humans could exercise their free will, making choices that would have consequences. When Adam and Eve chose to disobey God’s command, they introduced sin into the world.

But here’s the crucial point: God didn’t create sin; He allowed it because He gave us the gift of choice. Sin is a result of humanity’s chosen acts, not something God created ex nihilo (from nothing). This is where the paradox comes in – on one hand, God is all-knowing and all-powerful, yet He also respected our free will, allowing us to make choices that would have consequences.

The Bible reinforces this understanding throughout its pages. In Ezekiel 18:20, God says, “The soul who sins shall die.” This declaration emphasizes human accountability for their actions – we reap what we sow (Galatians 6:7). The prophet Jeremiah echoed this sentiment, stating, “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it?” (Jeremiah 17:9).

This understanding has profound implications. It means that sin is not a pre-existing condition created by God; rather, it’s the natural consequence of humanity’s choices. This also highlights the importance of human responsibility – we’re accountable for our actions, and God holds us to that standard.

So what does this mean for us today? As believers, we must acknowledge that sin is an inherent part of human nature, but we also recognize that it’s not something created by God. Instead, it’s a result of humanity’s choices, which are rooted in our free will.

This understanding has profound implications for our faith and practice. It means that we’re called to take responsibility for our own sinfulness – recognizing that we’re the ones who choose to obey or disobey God. This also underscores the importance of evangelism and

discipleship, as we strive to share the Good News with others and help them understand their own accountability.

As we grapple with this paradox, let us remember that God’s sovereignty is not at odds with human free will – they’re intertwined. By acknowledging our sinfulness and recognizing its origins in humanity’s choices, we can begin to walk in the freedom and forgiveness that Christ offers us.

What is Not Salvation

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“Father God, please guide me as I write this article based on Your Word. Help me to write this to glorify You, and let Your words bring clarity to those who seek You. May Your truth help people discern and embrace correct beliefs. I pray and seek everything in the name of our Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ. Amen.”

As Christians, we’re often eager to share the Good News of Jesus Christ with others. And rightfully so! The Bible tells us that God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have eternal life (John 3:16).

However, as we seek to minister to those around us, it’s essential that we’re clear on what salvation is – and more importantly, what it’s not.

In this article, we’ll take a closer look at some common misconceptions about salvation. We’ll explore what the Bible says about true salvation and examine some false assurances that can lead people astray. Let’s dive in!

What Salvation is Not

Salvation through Works: Many people believe that they can earn their way to heaven by living a good life, keeping certain rules or rituals, or performing good deeds. This couldn’t be further from the truth! The Bible makes it clear that salvation is not based on our works, but rather on God’s grace (Ephesians 2:8-9). Jesus said, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me” (John 14:6). Our efforts are insufficient; we need a Savior who can bridge the gap between us and God.

Salvation through Human Effort: Some people believe that they can achieve salvation by joining a particular church, attending certain services, or participating in specific rituals. While these things might be helpful in deepening our faith, they’re not the means to eternal life. The Bible says, “It is not possible for those who have once been enlightened, and have tasted the heavenly gift, and have shared in the Holy Spirit, and tasted the good word of God and the powers of the age to come, if they fall away, to be brought again to repentance, since they are crucifying once more the Son of God to their own harm and bringing shame on Him” (Hebrews 6:4-6). True salvation is a personal experience between an individual and God.

Salvation through Good Karma: Some people believe that as long as they’re generally good, kind, or helpful, they’ll be okay in the eyes of God. This idea is often referred to as “good karma.” However, this couldn’t be further from the truth! The Bible says, “There is none righteous, not even one” (Romans 3:10). We’re all fallen and in need of a Savior. Jesus didn’t come to make us good; He came to make us right with God.

Salvation through Rituals or Traditions: Some people believe that certain rituals, traditions, or practices can earn them salvation. This is often referred to as “works-based” or “performance-based” Christianity. However, the Bible makes it clear that our efforts are insufficient (Ephesians 2:8-9). We need a Savior who can bridge the gap between us and God.

Salvation through Human Wisdom: Some people believe that they can figure out how to get to heaven on their own by using their wisdom, intelligence, or good sense. However, this couldn’t be further from the truth! The Bible says, “The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom” (Proverbs 9:10). We need a Savior who can guide us in the ways of God.

What Salvation Really Is

So what is salvation, then? Salvation is a personal experience between an individual and God. It’s not based on our works or efforts; rather, it’s based on God’s grace (Ephesians 2:8-9). When we put our faith in Jesus Christ as our Savior and Lord, He forgives us of our sins and gives us eternal life.

Salvation is a gift from God that can’t be earned or deserved. It’s not something we achieve through good deeds, rituals, or traditions. Instead, it’s something we receive by putting our faith in the finished work of Jesus Christ on the cross.

In John 5:24, Jesus says, “The one who hears My words and believes Him who sent Me has eternal life, and does not come into judgment, but has passed from death to life.” This is what salvation really is – a personal experience between an individual and God that’s based on faith in Jesus Christ.

Wrapping up

As Christians, it’s essential that we’re clear on what salvation is – and more importantly, what it’s not. We can’t rely on human effort, rituals, or traditions to earn our way to heaven. Instead, we need a Savior who can bridge the gap between us and God. When we put our faith in Jesus Christ as our Savior and Lord, He forgives us of our sins and gives us eternal life. Salvation is a gift from God that can’t be earned or deserved. It’s something we receive by putting our faith in the finished work of Jesus Christ on the cross.

So let’s share the Good News with those around us – but let’s also make sure we’re clear on what salvation really is!

Jealousy towards people who took later salvation later

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“Father God, please guide me as I write this article based on Your Word. Help me to write this to glorify You, and let Your words bring clarity to those who seek You. May Your truth help people discern and embrace correct beliefs. I pray and seek everything in the name of our Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ. Amen.”

Hi there my Brothers and Sisters in Christ! In my walk with Christ, I recently experienced a profound transformation in my understanding of what it means to follow Him. For a long time, I harbored feelings of jealousy towards those who came to know Christ later in life. It was as if I saw myself in the role of the obedient son in the parable of the prodigal son (Luke 15:11-32), feeling slighted by the celebration of the returnees. This mindset, however, was rooted in a deeper misunderstanding of my faith.

A Reflection on My Early Christian Life
Growing up, I was surrounded by the love and teachings of Christ from a young age. My family was devout, and my childhood memories are filled with Sunday school lessons, church services, and the constant presence of God’s Word in our home. I memorized Bible verses, participated in church activities, and tried my best to live according to the teachings of Jesus. However, despite these blessings, I often found myself feeling burdened by the expectations and restrictions that seemed to accompany my faith.

This sense of burden only intensified as I grew older. I watched friends and acquaintances who lived without the constraints I felt, seemingly enjoying their freedom. Then, when some of these friends eventually accepted Christ later in life, I couldn’t help but feel a pang of jealousy. They had experienced the best of both worlds, or so I thought—living freely and then receiving the same grace and love from God that I had known all along.

The Parable of the Prodigal Son
My feelings resonated deeply with the story of the prodigal son, particularly with the older son who stayed home and obeyed his father (Luke 15:11-32). Just as the older son felt overlooked and undervalued despite his faithfulness, I felt a similar sentiment. Why did those who wandered away and returned receive such celebration, while my steady, albeit sometimes reluctant, journey seemed less acknowledged?

It wasn’t until I spent more time in prayer and reflection that God began to show me the deeper truth. Through the gentle nudging of the Holy Spirit, He revealed the fallacy in my thinking. The Bible reminds us in Matthew 11:28-30 that Christ’s yoke is easy and His burden light. My perception of a restricted lifestyle was not a reflection of God’s intention for His children, but rather a misunderstanding on my part. I had been focusing on the sacrifices required, rather than the immense love and freedom found in Him.

A Divine Conviction
In the stillness of prayer and through the gentle nudging of the Holy Spirit, God began to reveal the fallacy in my thinking. I realized that my perception of following Christ as a burden was not aligned with His teachings. In Matthew 11:28-30, Jesus invites us, saying, “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” These verses reminded me that the true essence of following Christ is not about burdens but about finding rest and peace in Him.

The Turning Point
One particular experience stands out as a turning point in my journey. It was during a quiet morning of personal devotion. I had been reading the Bible and came across the story of the workers in the vineyard in Matthew 20:1-16. In this parable, Jesus tells of a landowner who hires workers at different times throughout the day but pays them all the same wage. Those who worked the entire day grumbled, feeling it unfair that those who worked less received the same pay.

As I read this story, I felt a conviction in my heart. God was showing me that His grace and love are not measured by the length of time we have known Him but by His boundless generosity. The workers who came late received the same reward because God’s grace is abundant and not limited by human standards of fairness. This realization struck a chord with me, transforming my jealousy into understanding and gratitude.

Revelations in Fellowship
As I started to embrace and enjoy the fellowship with God, my perspective shifted dramatically. I began to understand that following Christ is not a burden but a blessing. Psalm 16:11 tells us, “You make known to me the path of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence, with eternal pleasures at your right hand.” This newfound appreciation for God’s presence illuminated the true hardship faced by those who come to Christ later in life.

A Heart of Compassion
Reflecting on the lives of latecomers to faith, I realized they had spent significant portions of their lives without the fellowship, grace, and love of God. What I once viewed as an unfair celebration for new believers, I now see as a divine mercy—a joyous rescue from a lifetime devoid of God’s peace and love. My jealousy turned into compassion and gratitude. I felt sorrow for the years they lived without the joy I had taken for granted and gratitude for the privilege of knowing God from an early age.

This shift in perspective was further reinforced by my personal experiences. One evening, I attended a baptism service where several adults were being baptized. As I listened to their testimonies, I was deeply moved. Each story was a testament to God’s relentless pursuit and overwhelming grace. These individuals spoke of lives filled with pain, loss, and searching before they found peace in Christ. Their stories made me realize the true hardship they had endured—living without the fellowship of God for so many years.

Scriptural Insights
This transformation is not only personal but also deeply rooted in Scripture. Romans 8:28 assures us that “in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose.” I now see that my early relationship with God was part of His greater plan for my life, working all things for my good. Moreover, Jesus’ parable in Matthew 20:1-16 about the workers in the vineyard further solidified my understanding. Regardless of when they started working, all received the same wage, symbolizing the equal grace given to all believers, regardless of when they come to faith.

Embracing a New Perspective
This journey has taught me to celebrate every soul that comes to Christ, regardless of when they find Him. It has also taught me to be grateful for the years I have known Him and to cherish the fellowship, grace, and love I have experienced from a young age. God’s conviction has opened my eyes to the immense blessing of knowing Him from a young age and has filled my heart with compassion for those who come to faith later in life.

In John 10:10, Jesus says, “I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.” This fullness of life in Christ is something I have been privileged to know for many years, and for that, I am deeply grateful. I now see my journey not as a burden but as a testament to God’s enduring love and faithfulness.

Wrapping up
My journey from jealousy to gratitude has been a humbling and enlightening experience. God’s conviction has opened my eyes to the immense blessing of knowing Him from a young age and has filled my heart with compassion for those who come to faith later in life. I am now grateful for my journey and eager to celebrate every soul that finds its way to Christ, knowing that His grace is boundless and His love unfathomable. In the end, it is not about when we come to Christ, but that we come to Him at all, embracing the fullness of His love and grace. And for that, I am eternally thankful.

I am not Alone

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 “Father God, please guide me as I write this article based on Your Word. Help me to write this to glorify You, and let Your words bring clarity to those who seek You. May Your truth help people discern and embrace correct beliefs. I pray and seek everything in the name of our Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ. Amen.”

Hi there my Brothers and Sisters in Christ! I like to share a song sung by Kari Jobe, I am not Alone.  

Diving in

There was a time in my life when I felt utterly alone. My faith journey seemed solitary, and I struggled to find meaningful connections with others who shared my beliefs. But God, in His infinite wisdom, revealed to me a profound truth: I was never truly alone. He transformed my isolation into a rich fellowship, not just with people, but with the Holy Trinity. This is the story of how I went from feeling alone to being embraced by the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, and how the Bible guided me through this journey.

The Loneliness of the Journey
Loneliness is a powerful and often painful experience. I remember feeling disconnected, yearning for a sense of belonging and support. It was during this time that I found solace in the Scriptures. Psalm 25:16-17 says, “Turn to me and be gracious to me, for I am lonely and afflicted. Relieve the troubles of my heart and free me from my anguish.” These words resonated deeply with me, reminding me that even in my loneliness, God was aware of my pain and ready to provide comfort.

The Promise of Fellowship with the Trinity
In the midst of my solitude, I clung to the promises of God. One of the verses that gave me hope was John 14:16-17, where Jesus says, “And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever—the Spirit of truth.” This verse reassured me that fellowship was not just a distant dream but a promise from Jesus Himself. I began to pray earnestly for a deeper relationship with God in all His fullness.

Experiencing the Presence of the Father
God answered my prayers in ways I could have never anticipated. He revealed Himself to me as a loving Father. Psalm 103:13 says, “As a father has compassion on his children, so the Lord has compassion on those who fear him.” I began to experience God’s love in a profound way, feeling His care and compassion in every aspect of my life. The Father’s love provided me with a sense of security and belonging that I had longed for.

Walking with Jesus Christ
At the same time, Jesus Christ became more real to me. John 1:14 tells us, “The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the one and only Son, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth.” Jesus, in His grace, walked with me through my struggles, offering His forgiveness, guidance, and unwavering support. His grace was a constant reminder that I was never alone, even in my darkest moments.

Guided by the Holy Spirit
The Holy Spirit also played a crucial role in my journey. John 14:26 says, “But the Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you.” The Holy Spirit became my constant companion, guiding me, teaching me, and empowering me to live a life that honors God. Through the Spirit, I found the strength to overcome my fears and doubts, and the wisdom to navigate life’s challenges.

The Trinity in Unity and Distinction
One of the most profound aspects of my fellowship with God was understanding the unity and distinction within the Trinity. Sometimes, they are One, an inseparable unity that envelops me in divine love and grace. Other times, they are Three, each Person of the Trinity supporting me in unique ways. The Father gives me love, Christ shows me His grace, and the Holy Spirit helps me in my walk. This dynamic relationship has enriched my faith and deepened my understanding of God’s nature.

The Joy of Shared Faith
One of the greatest joys of my fellowship with the Trinity is the shared faith I experience. Psalm 133:1 says, “How good and pleasant it is when God’s people live together in unity!” This unity with the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit brings a deep sense of joy and fulfillment. I worship God with a heart full of gratitude, knowing that I am embraced by the divine community.

The Strength in God’s Presence
Ecclesiastes 4:12 beautifully illustrates the strength found in numbers: “Though one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves. A cord of three strands is not quickly broken.” In my fellowship with the Trinity, I find unparalleled strength and support. The Father’s love grounds me, Jesus’ grace sustains me, and the Holy Spirit’s guidance empowers me. Together, they form a cord of three strands that cannot be easily broken.

The Power of Prayer
Prayer has become the lifeline of my relationship with the Trinity. James 5:16 reminds us, “Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective.” Through prayer, I communicate with the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, experiencing their presence and power in my life. This practice deepens my relationship with God and strengthens my faith.

Overcoming Challenges with the Trinity
My fellowship with the Trinity is not without its challenges. There are times when I struggle to feel connected or when life’s circumstances threaten to pull me away. However, I am reminded of Colossians 3:13, “Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.” By practicing forgiveness and relying on God’s grace, I navigate through these challenges and emerge stronger.

The Role of the Holy Spirit
The Holy Spirit plays a crucial role in my fellowship with the Trinity. Jesus promised in John 14:16-17, “And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever—the Spirit of truth.” The Holy Spirit guides my thoughts, inspires my prayers, and unifies my heart with the Father and the Son. Through the Spirit’s guidance, my fellowship with God thrives.

The Impact on My Life
The impact of my fellowship with the Trinity extends beyond my personal faith journey. I am more equipped to share the love of Christ with others and to live out my faith in tangible ways. Acts 2:42 describes the early church, saying, “They devoted themselves to the apostles’ teaching and to fellowship, to the breaking of bread and to prayer.” Inspired by this model, I strive to live a life that reflects the love, grace, and power of the Trinity.

Wrapping up
My journey from loneliness to fellowship with the Trinity has been a testament to God’s faithfulness and the power of His presence. Through the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, I have experienced the truth of Ecclesiastes 4:12, “A cord of three strands is not quickly broken.” If you are feeling alone in your faith journey, I encourage you to seek a deeper relationship with the Trinity. Pray for God to reveal Himself to you in all His fullness. Remember that you are never alone—God, in the unity and distinction of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, is always with you.

In the end, I was alone, but now I have the fellowship of Three. And this fellowship has transformed my faith, my life, and my relationship with God. May you also experience the profound joy and strength that come from being in fellowship with the Trinity.






Crucifixion – Agony of Cross

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The crucifixion of Jesus Christ is one of the most harrowing and significant events in Christian history. It is a moment that encapsulates immense physical and spiritual agony, endured by an innocent man for the redemption of humanity. This article delves into the excruciating details of Jesus’ crucifixion, exploring the weight of the cross, the distance He carried it, the size and placement of the nails, the nature of the crown of thorns, and other agonizing facts, to better understand the profound suffering Jesus willingly endured for sinners like us.

The Weight of the Cross

Jesus carried a heavy wooden cross, often referred to as the patibulum, which is the horizontal beam. Historical estimates suggest that the patibulum alone could have weighed between 75 to 125 pounds (34 to 57 kilograms). When considering the entire cross, including the vertical stake or stipes, the weight could be significantly more. This immense burden was placed on Jesus after He had already been severely scourged, weakening Him substantially.

The Distance Carried

The distance from the site of Jesus’ trial at Pontius Pilate’s palace to Golgotha, the site of crucifixion, is traditionally believed to be around 650 yards (600 meters). This path is now known as the Via Dolorosa, or the Way of Suffering. The journey would have been agonizing, with Jesus already exhausted, dehydrated, and in severe pain from the scourging.

The Nails

The crucifixion nails, referred to as crucifixion spikes, were typically made of iron and measured between 5 to 7 inches (12.5 to 17.5 centimeters) in length and about 0.5 inches (1.2 centimeters) in diameter. These nails were driven through Jesus’ wrists (considered part of the hand in ancient terminology) and feet. The placement of the nails ensured maximum pain and prolonged suffering, as they would have pierced major nerves, causing intense, continuous agony.

The Crown of Thorns

To mock His claim of kingship, a crown made of thorns was placed on Jesus’ head. The thorns used were likely from a plant called Euphorbia milii, also known as Christ’s thorn, with thorns that could be up to 1 to 2 inches (2.5 to 5 centimeters) long. This crown would have caused severe pain, as the thorns punctured the scalp, a highly vascular area, leading to significant bleeding and swelling.

The Scourging

Before being crucified, Jesus was subjected to a Roman scourging, also known as flogging. This brutal punishment involved the use of a flagrum, a whip with multiple leather thongs, often embedded with pieces of bone or metal. Each lash would have torn into Jesus’ flesh, causing deep lacerations, extreme blood loss, and immense pain. Scourging alone was often fatal, underscoring the severity of the punishment Jesus endured.

The Physical and Emotional Toll

Jesus’ crucifixion was not only a test of physical endurance but also an emotional and spiritual trial. He was mocked, spat upon, and ridiculed by soldiers and bystanders. Despite His innocence, Jesus faced betrayal by one of His disciples, abandonment by others, and the burden of carrying the sins of the world. The physical pain, combined with the weight of spiritual and emotional suffering, culminated in an indescribable agony.

The Duration of Suffering

Jesus was nailed to the cross around 9 AM and died approximately at 3 PM, enduring six hours of excruciating pain. During crucifixion, the primary cause of death was usually asphyxiation. The position of the body made it difficult to breathe, forcing the victim to push up on their nailed feet to inhale, causing searing pain. This cycle of pain and struggle continued until total exhaustion set in, leading to death.

Reflecting on Jesus’ Sacrifice

As sinners, it is humbling and heart-wrenching to consider the magnitude of suffering Jesus endured willingly and without complaint. Despite being sinless, He bore the full brunt of physical torture, emotional torment, and spiritual burden for the redemption of humanity. The agony of the cross is a testament to the depth of God’s love and the extent to which Jesus was willing to go to offer salvation.

While we, as sinners, might struggle to justify our own punishment, reflecting on Jesus’ sacrifice offers a profound sense of gratitude and awe. He took upon Himself the punishment we deserved, showcasing His boundless mercy and grace. Understanding the full extent of His suffering deepens our appreciation of His sacrifice and strengthens our resolve to live in a manner worthy of such a profound gift.

Wrapping up

The crucifixion of Jesus Christ is a poignant reminder of the immense suffering He endured for the sake of humanity. From the weight of the cross to the piercing nails and the crown of thorns, every aspect of His ordeal speaks to a sacrifice of unimaginable proportions. As we reflect on these agonizing facts, we are called to recognize the depth of His love and the transformative power of His sacrifice. Jesus’ willingness to suffer and die for our sins is the ultimate testament to His grace, offering us a path to redemption despite our own unworthiness.

Am I really called for His Kingdom?

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“Father God, please guide me as I write this article based on Your Word. Help me to write this to glorify You, and let Your words bring clarity to those who seek You. May Your truth help people discern and embrace correct beliefs. I pray and seek everything in the name of our Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ. Amen.”

Hi there my Brothers and Sisters in Christ! I am not sure about others but I have difficulty in believing what I claim to believe. I sometimes feel I have a lack of conviction. This article is going to be short and crisp. I hope it helps someone who is like me. I am being told that am not alone.

Diving in

In our walk with God, many of us face the daunting question: “Am I really called for His Kingdom?” This question can be deeply unsettling, especially when we witness others serving God with apparent ease and success. It’s easy to be engulfed by feelings of inadequacy and guilt, believing we are unworthy of such a calling. This struggle is often described as the imposter syndrome, a psychological pattern where individuals doubt their accomplishments and have a persistent fear of being exposed as a “fraud.”

The Struggle with Imposter Syndrome

For a long time, I grappled with these feelings. Whenever I saw others excelling in their ministry, leading worship, or making significant impacts in their communities, I felt a pang of envy and self-doubt. “Why them and not me?” I would wonder. This comparison often led to guilt and a sense of unworthiness, making me question if I was truly called to serve in God’s Kingdom.

The Burden of Guilt

This guilt was heavy and pervasive. It whispered lies into my heart, telling me that my past sins and shortcomings disqualified me from God’s service. I felt ashamed, believing that my small contributions were insignificant in the grand scheme of His plan. This constant comparison and self-criticism created a barrier between me and the peace that God intended for me.

God’s Intervention

In the midst of my doubts, God reached out to me in ways I hadn’t anticipated. Through prayer, scripture, and the encouragement of fellow believers, He reminded me of a profound truth: God doesn’t call the qualified; He qualifies the called. This revelation was liberating. It shifted my perspective from focusing on my inadequacies to embracing God’s grace and sovereignty.

Overcoming Doubts

Here are some steps that helped me overcome my doubts and embrace my calling:

Prayer and Reflection: Spending time in prayer allowed me to connect deeply with God. It was in these quiet moments that He spoke to my heart, assuring me of His love and purpose for my life.

Scripture Meditation: Reading and meditating on scriptures like 1 Corinthians 1:26-29 and Ephesians 2:10 helped me understand that God chooses the weak and the humble to fulfill His purposes, and that we are His workmanship, created for good works.

Community Support: Engaging with a supportive Christian community provided encouragement and affirmation. Fellow believers reminded me of God’s promises and helped me see my worth through His eyes.

Acceptance of Small Roles: I learned to appreciate that every role in God’s Kingdom, no matter how small, is significant. Romans 12:4-8 teaches us that we all have different gifts and functions, and each one is vital to the body of Christ.

Trust in God’s Plan: Trusting that God has a unique plan for me, even if it doesn’t look like others’, brought immense peace. Jeremiah 29:11 reassures us that God’s plans are for our good, to give us hope and a future.

The Heart Matters

Ultimately, God looks at the heart, not the outward accomplishments. He values our willingness to serve, our love for Him, and our obedience over grand gestures or visible success. As 1 Samuel 16:7 states, “The Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.”

Wrapping up

If you’re struggling with imposter syndrome, remember that God’s calling is not based on your qualifications but on His grace. Embrace your unique role in His Kingdom, no matter how small it may seem. Trust that He will equip you for the work He has prepared for you. Your worth and calling are secure in Christ, who doesn’t call the qualified but qualifies the called. Rejoice in the knowledge that God has chosen you, and let His love and purpose fill your heart.

May God’s peace be with you as you embrace your calling.